Sundays!!

I have arrived back from 2 weeks away in Turkey yesterday morning and already I wish I could be back there!!

Why is it that life appears to be more difficult that it really needs to be?

I'm dreading going back to the reality of a crappy job (but it pays too well) tomorrow, dealing with people's inane questions and complaints when actually in the grand scheme of things they don't matter!! How is it that a loose toilet handle can be the single most important thing to think about for a person when millions of people have fled New Orleans expecting the mother of all storms? How is it more important than my own problems and I have to pretend to care!! I often wonder how these people get through life but then I think that maybe it would be easier than actually having some intelligence as they don't appear to think as much!!

I live on my own at the age of 25 with my 2 cats... Jazz and Fleck. I rent a little one bed terrace in a village near Huddersfield.... I feel like the official spinster!! I haven't had a relationship for over a year... Why?? Thats what people ask me when i say i haven't got a fella..... HOW THE HELL DO I KNOW?! Its not because i'm not up for one its just appears all blokes i meet are not my cup of tea or the guys that like me... i don't like back!! So why do i not have a boyfriend and conform to the courtship rituals that family continue to hound me about.... i simply don't know!!

To be fair most of the time i am quite content going to the gym and been on my own of an evening, its just the 15% of the time i'd say where i could do with a conversation with a human after a hard day at work as opposed to my cats... who are probably sick of hearing me!!

I have been looking for jobs online today... no such luck!! What does a girl do at 25 who has a sigificant brain but doesn't really know what job she would like to do?? The one thing i do want to be able to do is use my brain, in my current position i feel i'm becoming somewhat of a walking talking machine routinely plodding through each new day. The education system in this country has failed me and the opportunities open to me now are those of which consist of a needle and a haystack! Why are there no training opportunities for people like me, why can i not be one of them folk that lands on their feet?! Unfortunately I just aren't and there is something i have to deal with!!

This is the first time i have constructed a blog but i feel it has already done me good to get these little things of my chest!!

On closing today I would just like to say ow much i hate Sundays, due to the fact they're a couple day and if like myself you're a singleton they become a day to get fed up, eat sunday dinner and to contemplate life and where it appears to be going... hence this blog!!!